From Nicole

Gone longer than you were alive, a new wave of grief

Recently I’ve felt like a new wave of grief and emotion has hit me; over time you get used to living with the longing for your baby, however recently I’ve felt like I’ve taken a step back. I understand this is always going to happen to me from time to time; I’ve take 2 steps…… Continue reading Gone longer than you were alive, a new wave of grief

From Nicole · The first 3 months

Going back to work after losing a baby is hard, but it’s a big part of recovery

I was looking over some of my old blog posts last night, and I couldn’t help but feel a real sense of achievement reading back on the experience of my first trip back to work after losing Avery. Thinking back to when I was sat in the car park sobbing my heart out, my heart…… Continue reading Going back to work after losing a baby is hard, but it’s a big part of recovery